so this is a live journal. or a life journal. or a journal of life.
seems strange to be sharing thoughts with the world. i guess i’ll get used to it. if anyone reads it, let me know!
been struggling today. trying to prepare for worship on sunday but can’t feel where God wants me to go. i think i’ve been rubbish at keeping in touch, with God as much if not more than anyone else. and when i don’t keep the lines of communication open, it’s hard to hear what he’s saying.
i get flashes—i’m meant to be doing something… we must go—i know that much but how? it needs to be God breaking through into our lives, we can’t go without him. maybe it’s not about how we go but how we live when we get there. or when we’re here. joseph didn’t “go” to egypt, but God used him there. maybe it’s about opening eyes, ears and hearts. maybe that’s where we need to come from?
still working on it.